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The #converse #lovers.

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:38:04 -0400

The #converse #lovers.

According to bee… The #MBS is really amazing kahit sang angle mo...

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:37:16 -0400

According to bee… The #MBS is really amazing kahit sang angle mo pa kunan… I couldn’t agree more. (Taken with Instagram)

North and South

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:04:37 -0400

You’re a morning kind of person

Everything is spic and spa

I could live with all the clutter

Stay so late at night I can

I would often think it out loud

Say whatever’s on my mind

You would rather keep your mouth shut

Leave the details all behind

You would rather choose to follow

I would rather lead the play

I would do it all tomorrow

You would do it all today

I just want the nitty-gritty

You would rather summarize

Every detail of the story

That you never emphasize

You take me just as I am

No more, no less, just as I am,

I wanna go right,

you’d rather go left

I wanna go fight,

you’d rather be quiet

I wanna be right,

you’d rather be wrong

I wanna be weak,

you’d rather be strong

Movin’ along, singin’ our song

Opposites do attract

Needing each other,

always together

Opposites do attract

Itchy Fingers ....

Mon, 20 May 2013 06:19:56 -0400

I miss writing…
Here i am free…
Here there is ME

I miss doodling
Here i am flooded with creativity
Here there is ME

I miss reading…
Where i can explore all possibility
Where negativity is being ousted by ME

Itchy Fingers on the loose.
Writing,
Doodling
And you? Reading.

14 is for Us... 17 & still counting... Iloveyou

Mon, 20 May 2013 06:04:22 -0400

If I were a painter
I would paint my reverie
If that’s the only way for you to be with me

We’d be there together
Just like we used to be
Underneath the swirling skies for all to see

And I’m dreaming of a place
Where I could see your face
And I think my brush would take me there
But only…

If I were a painter
And could paint a memory
I’d climb inside the swirling skies to be with you
I’d climb inside the skies to be with you

Ironman2 and pangsai

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:56:13 -0400

Busy taking vital signs…

An SN approached her and said; ” hey can you go down and see the patient in ear clinic? They called just now, they want a staff to stand by her.”

She said oK and went to lower level of the hospital.

She almost got lost.

After asking almost 10 people to show her where is the ear clinic she finally got there,.

a bit tired and sleepy.(blame that big lunch she just devoured in 5 minutes)

She immediately went to the person who called for her, introduced herself and smiled only to find out that she’s about to be scolded over some minor mistake.

After a while….

She saw her patient sitting in the wheelchair and smiling sheepishly in the corner of the receiving area.

“Hey Mrs. Co, how are you?”

The patient just smiled at her.

She tried again. Then the patient said, “ok lah”.

She tried to make conversation with her but all her efforts were futile, mainly because the patient can’t speak english well. So they resorted in silence.

They watched the Trailer of IRONMAN 2 in the big screen mounted in the ceiling.

When she almost memorized the leading actor’s lines for it was being continuously played right before their eyes„,

She tried another conversation.

: saw a vendo machine dispensing milo and coffee.

“Mrs. Co you want some milo or coffee!?”

“No lah” she said smiling.

:saw some scattered old newspaper.

“You want me to get something to read for you? A newspaper perhaps?”

“Auntie cannot read english lah.”

She gave up. Resorted again in silence.

Then suddenly…

Patient: ” MiSsy auntie wants bera, go toilet, pangsai.”

Paksyet!!!

Istorya ng atchi kang #hoymekeni

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:49:45 -0400

ISTORYA NG ATCHI…ü

Kabug-kabug-kabug
Ana ning salung pakiput
King salu na atin lingo
Dyos’ko bala tin trumpo

Ing Atchi ene pinatugut
Kareng lalaki pane nyang maranup
O aliwa neh ing isipan da
Ay aliwa pu katawan ing pantuNan na

Lugud mu naman kanu,
Ita bang pang fairy tale keng yatu
Ali na balung alang makanita
Minasa yapung sobra-sobra

Bandang talwi ginaga ya
Uling sawi neh nanaman ing Dara
Ali ku balu ot makanyan ya
Sadya nyang tanga kadatang Karela

Linipas ing aldong masagli
Oras mu yata ing alti
Pusu na kinabug ya
Tuturu Ne ing barkada na.

Ining atchi pipigil ya Bala tutu,
ali naman naydana!
Ali na balu nang isipan na
Makananu ya kayang pacute kaya?

Puso ng malungkot,biglang mesaya
Medinan yang kule bala kanta
Medinan yang rhythm bala painting
Migrambol ya bala kambing

Kabug keng salu ayni neh nanaman
Siguro uling mikit tana nanaman
O sya aryan tane ing istORYA ng atchi
Siguro naman agets na neng koyang ini.

#cabalen #love #hoymekeni #pinay

Im afraid.

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:49:05 -0400

I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn’t stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.

I know someday we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I’ll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.

But now I’m still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be complete.
You are the water and I the desert in need.

Uncertainties.

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:48:25 -0400

you, the man i’ve been waiting for.

to love, cherish and adore

you, the man i prayed God so hard

to be my lover even for just a while.

i love you the minute you held my hand.

i breathe with you instantly when you touched your lips with mine

i care for you every single day

and i miss you every time you’re away

i tried not to show you

my true self that’s feeling blue

i tried not to hold you too much

because im afraid i’ll strangle you with my love so vast

my heart’s beating tonight is fast

i dont know but i have ruined my night

i can’t help it if you got me alright

heart and soul screams for you not to take a flight

im afraid to lose you

im afraid you’ll find someone better for you

how can i stop myself from dying?

when you’re gone i’ll stop breathing.

Ssssshhhhh GO back to sleeP.

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:45:38 -0400

text messages:

girl-wanna go out 2nyt?

boy-nah, i think i’ll stay home nalang…dead tired na eh

girl- ok. ill do the same nalang..^^ love love

she flipped her phone back to her bag then inhaled deeply… she looked around, looking all those people crowding Mc Donald’s but not really seeing them. she really wanted to see him, she grudgingly convinced herself that he’s really tired from their 6-2 shift. but something is wrong.. something is not right..

he used to be so “kulit”, used to be sweet and attentive to all her needs, always by her side whenever she needed her… she ate her food quietly, not really tasting that dry burger and soggy fries but what the hell…she can’t just care anymore.

the familiar bing from the door sounded as if rousing her from deep sleep, a couple came, the guy was tall with fair complexion and ruggy hair his arms comfortably snaking the small back of the girl, a petite , pretty girl wearing a skin thigh dress, what a lovely couple.

suddenly the guys’ gaze met hers… the girl teary-eyed, silently questioning what she’d done wrong to feel this..the guy silently pleading her to shut up, then walked past her hugging close his petite girl.

sweaty…screaming…she threw her bed covers…cried really hard….

after few minutes she looked around looking that oh so familiar surroundings..her bed damp from her own sweat, a guy was sleeping peacefully beside her…inhale…exhale…

the guy stirred from his sleep…saw his gf sitting, looking intently at him…he knew she had another of those nightmares…he sat then held her close and said ” shhhhh…it’s not going to happen, i’m not like them, go back to sleep babe.”

Buhay nars sa Pinas

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:43:35 -0400

2am na,wala na sya’ng pasyente.

Naglinis, nagligpit at siniguradong walang naiwang kalat bago nya pinatay at ni-lock ang kanyang stati0n.

Dahil sa 2 nyang pasyente kanina naisip nya, di pala talaga biro ang manganak, tama ang sinabi ng mga matatanda na pag nagsisilang ka daw ng bata ang isang paa m0 nakabaon na six feet under.

Habang papanik napapikit ang babae, said a little prayer thanking God for having a wonderful m0m who never ceased loving and taking care of Her.

She saw Christina and Izia laughing out loud sa joke na di naman nya maintindihan. She waved at her two friends and promised na babalikan nya ang mga ‘to.

As she entered an0ther stati0n„, an awful smell assaulted her n0se, sinuot nya ang cute nyang cloth mask na bigay ni Habhie and settled herself to the nearest chair.

Kwentuhan, tawanan over s0mething na c0medy-t0xic-c0dey-blue thing that happened to jessa. Halos di sila lahat makarecover pati na si christian and DeBBIE di Mapigil ang impit na tawa.

habang busy ang mga kasama„,binuksan nya ang chart ng pasyenteng nasa harap nya„, bata, payat, maputla at mukhang weak.

Kahit malayo-layo ang kanyang distansya sa mga to,dinig na dinig parin nya ang mahinang iyak at pakiusap nito sa kanyang ama.

”pa, nagugutom nako.” ,

”pa, ang sakit-sakit ng tyan ko”, wika ng bata.

Pinilit nyang iblangko ang utak, mgbingi-bingihan ngunit nilapitan sya ng Ama,tinan0ng kung maari ng pakainin ang bata. Pinilit nyang ipaliwanag ang kahalagahan ng hindi muna pagkain ng bata at kung an0 ang pros and c0ns nito.

Bagsak ang balikat na bumalik ang ama sa kanyang anak, pinaliwanagan at hinagod nito ang tyan ng bata„ di ko lam kung nawala ang sakit kaya’t nakatulog ito o sa s0brang pagod sa kakasuka’t kakadumi ng dugo kaya’t tuluyan ng kinuha ng antok ang diwa bata.

lumabas sya…

Pinilit kalimutan ang nakita, pilit sinasabi sa sarili na may mas grabe pa sa kanyang nakita,di na bago diba?

Ngunit hindi„, alam nya sa sarili pag bata ang usapan,bumibigay sya.

for 37, the HAPPY-Sometimes-GRUMPY-OLD-DEMENTED-GUY.

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:35:15 -0400

Cranky Old Man….

What do you see nurses? ……What do you see?

What are you thinking .. . when you’re looking at me?

A cranky old man, … …not very wise,

Uncertain of habit .… … . .. with faraway eyes?

Who dribbles his food .. . … . . and makes no reply.

When you say in a loud voice . .’I do wish you’d try!

‘Who seems not to notice …the things that you do.

And forever is losing … …… A sock or shoe?

Who, resisting or not … … lets you do as you will,

With bathing and feeding … .The long day to fill?

Is that what you’re thinking?. .Is that what you see?

Then open your eyes, nurse .

you’re not looking at me.

I’ll tell you who I am … . .. As I sit here so still,

As I do at your bidding, .… . as I eat at your will.

I’m a small child of Ten . .with a father and mother,

Brothers and sisters .… .. . who love one another

A young boy of Sixteen … .. with wings on his feet

Dreaming that soon now …… a lover he’ll meet.

A groom soon at Twenty … ..my heart gives a leap.

Remembering, the vows .. .. .that I promised to keep.

At Twenty-Five, now … . .I have young of my own.

Who need me to guide … And a secure happy home.

A man of Thirty . .… . . My young now grown fast,

Bound to each other …. With ties that should last.

At Forty, my young sons .. .have grown and are gone,

But my woman is beside me . . to see I don’t mourn.

At Fifty, once more, .. …Babies play ‘round my knee,

Again, we know children … . My loved one and me.

Dark days are upon me … . My wife is now dead.

I look at the future … … . I shudder with dread.

For my young are all rearing .… young of their own.

And I think of the years … And the love that I’ve known.

I’m now an old man … … .. and nature is cruel.

It’s jest to make old age … … . look like a fool.

The body, it crumbles .. .. . grace and vigour,depart.

There is now a stone … where I once had a heart.

But inside this old carcass . A young man still dwells,

And now and again … . . my battered heart swells

I remember the joys … . .. . I remember the pain.

And I’m loving and living … … . life over again.

I think of the years, all too few …. gone too fast.

And accept the stark fact … that nothing can last.

So open your eyes, people .… . .… open and see.

Not a cranky old man .

Look closer … . see .. .…. …. . ME!!

REST in PEACE UNCLE.

_THE MiSi with a Fence on her TEETH.

Unhappy thoughts

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:32:32 -0400

It’s in the midst of this sinking ship
I lie awake beneath my sea
Of demons and monster i cannot see.

Lay my hand at the top of my head
Sink my teeth in that fleshy flesh
Of burgeoning bubbles of acids please.

Gurgling in drunkness i flee
Mark my word i’ll fight until you heed
Of my desires, my need for salvation in deed.

The LOVE LeTtER

Mon, 20 May 2013 05:31:34 -0400

It’s in this morning dew
I found you
It’s beneath this glorious sun
You bask all of you
It’s within this noise
I hear you whisper
It’s the violent touch of my world
That lead me to you

Don’t leave
For you will leave this apathetic me
Don’t leave
For this ugly world of mine will sinks with me

Listen to me
For i owe this words to you
Listen hard
For I love you.

The better half lost.

Mon, 20 May 2013 04:20:36 -0400

Tonight i won’t open my eyes
Tonight will be the last goodbye
If you can only quench that thirst inside
Maybe, maybe it will be alright.

The great mind is swimming in vain
Drowning it’s multitude of pain
Swirling in an endless black hole
Dreaming hard and hard to be whole.

Gracious Words.: all warnings signs ignored.

Sun, 19 May 2013 08:23:49 -0400

Gracious Words.: all warnings signs ignored.:

graciouswords:

I am oatmeal and raisins,

He ate me for breakfast for about a spoonful then he left me to spoil,

He is a sucker for strawberries and I am plain. I am not enough.

There are more secrets inside my ribs, but my mouth won’t offer them.

His ears won’t listen; they are hearing the moans of other…

My own thoughts… reflected.

I’ve been asked by several people what does my ink “Lust For...

Sun, 19 May 2013 07:16:05 -0400

I’ve been asked by several people what does my ink “Lust For Life” means… i tried to answer them with the best explanation i can muster and most of the time i am a failure. And if most people were blinded by the mere word LUST it’s i guess my lack of ability to fully explain it or their inability to delve deeper with the realms of its meaning.

This is not originally designed by me nor tattooed in this specific area but nevertheless the words struck me to my core. I NEEDED THIS, I WAS DYING TO HAVE IT INKED IN MY SKIN AS WELL, and so i did.It simply explains the reason i am existing.The infinite desire to live it.

My tattoo “Lust fo Life”

Essentially, it means that you really dig it here on Earth, and that you are compelled to absorb and savor every ounce of every experience that constitutes your existence. you want to expose all of life’s pleasures to the fullest. You want to taste all her fruits, bitter and sweet. It means each night you long for the next day. It means too much is never enough, and sleep is inessential, non substantial. Eventually, when you die, hopefully at a very ripe old age, you will be content with the knowledge that you gave it your best shot, you never let your enthusiasm wane, and you never lost your grip on reality

I’m not asking people to fully accept it for i know being criTicized, judged and laughed at is part of this wonderful circle of life.

whisperedverse: prettystuff: secretedsins ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~13,8...

Sun, 19 May 2013 00:50:39 -0400

whisperedverse:

prettystuff:

secretedsins

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
13,821… Unbelievable.

Dr. House.

Wed, 15 May 2013 09:18:27 -0400

Dr. House.

DERANGED

Tue, 14 May 2013 19:45:17 -0400

BEEP-BEEP
Can you hear it?
BEEP-BEEP
Do you feel it?

There’s something within
Something that’s weighing in

BEEP-BEEP
Hoping you’ll see it
BEEP-BEEP
And taste the pain in it

There’s something within
Something that’s struggling to get out within

BEEP-BEEP
A small voice you’ll surely hear
BEEP-BEEP
A sole violent touch will soothe the tear

BEEP-BEEP
BEEP-BEEP

Its fighting to be seen
That vengeance that’s been lashing My sanity within